Moi Me

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Hypocrites always want to play innocent
Always want to take it to the full out extent
Always want to make it seem like good intent
Never want to face it when it's time for punishment
I know that you don't wanna hear my opinion
But there come many paths and you must choose one
And if you don't change then the rain soon come
See you might win some but you just lost one  - Lauryn Hill



Its Not good to be Alone. However Its good to be Smart on your path. Family is the most important part of my life. If you don't have any family, a special person should always be in your life, One to console to, cry with, and laugh with.
The beautiful thing about life is you learn how to really grow . For me its over times, years  I have recognized that company is less, and more being self conscious, careful actions, self motivation,  yourSELF , MySELF. just doing what YOU need , without to many voices, opinions, judgements, conversations,  few friendships yet lasting True Ones. Many beautiful souls, walk this path very fine, and have for some time. The reality is, many people want  that "attention" that special i guess "security "? ...

I  love the fact I honestly love me. I  have my own personal demons like every human being on earth has that we fight or choose not to battle. All my pain, struggles, accomplishments, deep thoughts,  unanswered questions - no one cares but God. truly understands but God. Why fight a battle with any other human that has battles like you? All  we can do is pray for them, and be there as "much as we can" . 24/7 Listener, when at times, I have my own pity party who wants to really hear that??  not flesh.  which makes the most high so powerful. 

We live this earth striving  mainly to be successful financially. having a family perhaps? or just being the typical person working and focusing on what we have been trained in our minds to want, sometimes those without any real spiritual connection.  It's a blessing to be a blessing while we're here living .. breathing, its a blessing you have someone to talk too, study his word, refresh your mind, soul and sincere questionable thoughts.

Loving Moi, Loving Me  Unable to direct your own paths, but Able to understand you were created to just be You.I'm created to just be Moi.

Peace and love MB

Flow

Sorry readers!! I know I know what took me so long to write a new blog .. I had writers block, usually when I write, 90 percent of the time, Its heavy on my mind, sometimes Its all of a sudden "thoughts" and I just start writing , it depends, but this time.. I was thinking " Ive shared all my thoughts, opinions, aspirations in my blogs, what's left to express?"

 Some blogs that are shared  online from writers, are daily entertainment, activities, etc.. I always want my blogs specifically be what I truly want to share !! I can be at home, at dinner, in the shower and then so many things run through my mind... this time I was blocked with words and feelings.

I pray all is well with everyone, music is the key that helps me do my thing, I had to play Kanye West Through The Wire. yessss enjoy :)

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I had a nice spa day about a month ago, I was lucky to get a great massage  from a very God-fearing woman, most likely in her mid or late 50's. Right when she saw me she embraced me with a very gentle kind spirit. During my massage, she quickly noticed how stress I was. She said something that I will never forget. " Ms. Brown, you know worrying is a sin. ". I laid there and was thinking wow this is true!!!! Not wanting to go into detail on my personal life, I did tell her I was just trying to put some things in my life in perspective, and handling some "stuff" in my life .She told me " I don't know you but you seem to have a beautiful spirit trust God and don't worry".

I left there, understanding she was just being sincere, and worrying truly doesn't get you far, what I also understand that things take time, and maybe not on our watch.The amazing thing about life, is that we can always start over, and make things better for our own sake, for our sanity! Let it flow. Peace of mind depends upon strength of mind.

Staying calm through the storm , will make you not only stronger, but immediately you understand that there is someone bigger than YOU. I believe people fail to realize, and sometimes doubt how powerful the most high is, without him I will completely  lose my mind. That's the only reason I'm still standing. I've never doubt that he wasn't fully in control, I have failed many times to do things my way, and being stubborn saying" I got this". When reality is.. I had nothing. What I've gathered we all need to exercise our grace, or Satan will exercise our corruption.- that's Real 

Peace and Love 

MB