Rolling Hills - There is power In The rolling hills, you’re a prize possession not everyone is worthy- Jill Scott

click  music !! now!!

Rolling Hills

Not everyone is passionate. I’m passionate wholeheartedly, with only certain things and people.  My life is full of daydreams,  prayer, and deep thoughts.  I’m a true fish. a true love of art,  desires, love ,  family, travel. An  Emotionally creature, who uses her past as a reflection of what is too be..

A lovely ending. A humble conclusion.  I fear only two things. Not being in a happy courtship with the king of  my needs. *needs not wants *  , and  my grandparents not living on earth to see their  great grandkids  as adults. I don’t fear my kids not growing into beautiful   citizens, because I gave them to God when they were born, and keep them spiritually feed.  I  stand firm on  my beliefs, I can hide my tears from rolling down my cheek, I can walk away without my heart bleeding too heavy. I can use my gift of discernment and   make better decisions. I can grow and be an example to my young children. Realizing and recognizing I’m not lost but I’ve found myself, and never looking back and becoming my “ old “ self.  Old self  defining not understanding  growth, yearning to be loved without seeking the Most High completely and fully first. Chasing dreams, and not organizing my future. Just going with the flow without a complete plan.  I slowly became this queen , that invests her time on true dreams, being a full time mother,  being this fresh breath of air, older but even more beautiful when I look in the mirror- flaws and all.

Take me as I am, and I will be just fine. I don’t like being misunderstood, but I also could care less if not everyone understands me, It wasn't meant for everyone to understand me, love me, or even remotely like me. I love me. I overcame the rolling hills.I am what I am, and that won’t ever change, for I am.. me.

Peace and love

MB

A Mothers Love

 you know the drill.. click the  MUSIC :))

Hey readers! I have neglected you guys. I apologize. Pray all is well with everyone. Keeping God first?  Drinking lots of water? I hope so. Keep negative people away from you. Keep only people who support you, love you, honest people around you. No fakes or flakes. Those who doubt you, negative people keep them away. Please only surround yourself around those who don’t mind telling you the truth, but want the best for you.

. I'm blessed to have a mother that sincerely  defines honesty, loyalty and positivity. I love her with all my heart and soul. She is a breath of fresh air. A  Loving nurturing God fearing virtuous woman  of God. When I say virtuous, full of life, full of positive energy. Her life is about living for Jesus Christ. Her words are wise, I adore everything about her.  I wish to be more like her.

I had the opportunity to spend some time with her recently, and it amazes me how much she is so focused in her walk with the Lord. The knowledge she gives me, the love she gives me, it only allows me to make sure I give my queens the same thing. The relationship I have with my daughters is beautiful, they both can come too me for anything, and I love their presence. I'm blessed to be their mother, and the more I grow the more we become closer.

Parenting is a gift from God. I will cherish it, and  watch them grow,  a mothers love is the best gift

 Peace and love,

Mb

Yes Yes

click on play. *

I woke up in the morning feeling fresh to death
I'm so blessed, yes yes
I went to sleep stressed, woke up refreshed
I'm so blessed,
Water in my face and everything is in it's place
Peace of mind even my grace
I'm so blessed, yes yes yes- Jill Scott

Blessings Readers :)

Nothing has changed since my last blog : My Life. .. I'm content. The Song by Jill Scott defines exactly how I feel in my life. I'm very excited that my two daughters both  growing into beautiful young women. still young, and full of life, yet growing. Faith - my ten year old is almost as tall as her Aunts.  wow In amazement how  children grow  right before your eyes. 

Anything that doesn't benefit my children, Career or Family, I could care less about.My close best friends are my family too. I'm on such a high , that I will never come down. ever.

I have the gift of intuition , my mind body and soul do act on emotions-Im a woman -sue me :) , logically these days I have taken proper steps instead, that is only  best for Miya. So far.. everything is working in order.

I have completely taking a mental note, on all the Inconsistent individuals in my past. When Im successful too my satisfaction - I will never change,materialistic things. - what is that? anyone who knows me understands me. I'm free spirited naturally beautiful, yes i say that with confidence, I'm more of an India.Arie than a Kim Kardashian. ( FYI i do adore her :)  that's just me. there are two different high maintenance individuals .. one that is into materialistic things And the "lifestyle" , and one that just not so much materialistic, just want the Best,. and when i say the BEST.. i mean it. I feel every woman should be this way. every QUEEN deserve the best. .. every woman is NOT like this. I need the BEST. :)  i mean really? I have a mother, who raised me who have the best,and grandmothers..just food for thought  :)

If you're an avid reader of my blogs, then you already know I'm all over the place. One topic to the next.

Let me leave you with this: this world is at its Worst, from debt issues, weather issues, murder issues, president issues. Everyday if you're able to wake up and take another breath, you're blessed. If you're able to see your children you're blessed. live life, love life, love the people around you. Don't hold grudges, and understand youre Blessed .:)

peace and love

MB

MY LIFE

CLICK THE ARROW NOW * MUSIC !

Everything in my life is working in full circle, while I could provide you detailed information on my every move . that's not quite my style, yes I entertain even motivate on  and how I overcame my past, and struggles. Which has  made me strong. And of course would you really want too know ?? or care?   Sorry its been a minute since I've blogged. I sincerely adore you guys, for following me on my blogs. It shows me  one, you like to read. Two, you' re growing just like I'm growing :) I love it.  

Currently , God has blessed me in so many ways, when i say current. He blesses me EVERYDAY. but this is special. I thank him for putting people in my life that motivates me in so many ways. Grateful for an awesome Business Partner. I've done many things in my life.some  bad and  mostly good. :)  I'm excited to start this adventure of  success.I pray that God continues to use me. in every way.  

My Love life? - one word :  beautiful. I'm an African American woman that is quite  unique,. complicated,  mysterious, sociable, and different . I already know this my  mama told me so. I love culture, traveling , and several things, as like anyone with strong passions and eccentric ways . Everyone will not like Me!  and  their not meant too .Everyone cant understand my lifestyle, and  my mind. I'm OK with this. As long as my daughters aka Lil Queens are OK. I'm OK. as long as they smile I smile. As long as their education is excelling I'm OK  :) Eight years from now  my oldest child will be graduating and I'll still be fine and in my 30s :)  Excuse me this blog is personal and all over the place. So I don't apologize.

I pray everyone is well.  I'm well. But this country isn't its a mess!!!!!!!! pray for our President, pray for world peace. In the meantime, Do what you love ,whatever your passion , desires, dreams are. I'm a witness that if you pray , you will succeed on whatever you Want to do in life.   Now watch me work - because

GIRLS RUN IT  - --QUEENS RUN THE WORLD *  now check my resume too the Right :)it will continue... 

peace and love
MB

TSURT.. Backwards or forwards, I still Dont

click arrow *

I have quite an issue.. don't we all? Either people suffer from depression, loneliness, security, battle their faith, some kind of addiction. EVERYONE has something that their working On. I'm working on Trust, well not really. I 've made assumptions due to lack of trust, I have totally ended relationships due to my observation and patterns of an individual. My biggest turn off is an insecure person, who  takes their insecurities and covers up with what I call - fake happiness. When All they really need to do, is recognize their insecurities, and try to build up their happiness within themselves by simply using all the tools to make a
healthy lifestyle. Trust is a word - Not an option for me and another person. Of course, you might read this and say " well miya you have to trust someone to an extent ". TRUE! but If I provided my stories of unloyalty, it will only bring tears as I write and share my blog with you beautiful people. My father told me years ago. Trust No One. I'm sure he meant just be careful daughter, be wise with decisions and people. Don't give your All to one person and trust they will always be there. Trust only in God. I shall continue to do this, I don't believe it will block any blessings simply because I'm quite a friendly person. I'm just smarter than One Might Perceive. .But I'm grateful for those that I can say I trust.. to an extent. ...

Believer

I truly think I cried my last Cry.. ummm last week sometime ! No No seriously, I'm only human. I'm only a woman. My focus is driven, the only person who honestly can relate to my dreams, inspirations, goals is Teneale. When we speak its random conversations, our deepest desires, eye to eye, vision to vision. Ill never forget when we met at the bus station in Los Angeles, both great writers, I was a younger writer, teneale more advanced. When I think back about where I am now artistically , I'm more driven, but maybe because I'm getting older, not sure what it is. Spontaneously I'm ready to venture out, I'm honestly ready to move out of Texas. I'm patiently waiting for whatever that is presented to me, that is just for me. The direction I'm taking is strictly by Faith. Faith and a vision. I clearly see it, than ever before. But I'm standing still.Not even knowing what the direction I should take, or when I will take it. Its summer 2011, I have accomplished little within the past two years honestly. Selfishly being so involved with your desires, is a Great thing, when you are focused on your paths, blocking people, dismissing negativity, even allowing yourself to break from  certain things, people and situations.

I have been blessed to have many friends from all over. different visions, different lifestyles. The closest people to my heart are my motivators. I seek God for preparation, I also seek guidance by my mother. Every night I've had dreams I remember, raising two growing girls, I have to lead by example. Its not as hard as one might say, Being a mother, is hard but enjoyable.They watch my every move, ask several  questions. When I look in the mirror I tend to recognize that growth and happiness is still unfulfilled fully. I have always been a very confident secure woman, being raised by a woman who instilled that in me, I have never question myself, and humbly have a great personality. I now understand that's why people love to be around me. I'm not rich, I'm not materialistic, arrogant, self centered, insecure, lost. I'm just Miya. I pray that God uses me, I'm  optimistic on my near future, I do fear on what lies ahead. I believe in myself.

-

Im The Magnificent

click the arrow*

click on the arrow*

I havent blogged in a while. So let me enlighten you with a new blog . yay! I pray everyone is well,

healthy and focused on your true desires. Im truly inspired these days by music strictly on early 90s. inspired by faith and jada of course, and the fact their getting older, truly motivates me as a person. Im extra excited what this summer/fall  2011 brings for my family and I. I recently found out I will become a new Aunt. weddings, travels, and good opportunites this whole summer. Positive positive and more positivity influences me, also allows me to live a stress free life. how we think, is how we act.

Instead of being negative, and stress or even entertain negative people. I vent about it to close

family members and friends, and let it go. Im not blinded by certain actions of people. Im only deaf

too it. I see you, but dont hear you. "me dont speak no english." I feel all strong individuals should treat anyone that is negative like this. Pray for them, and keep it movin.

This whole month of May, I have been driven,  and quite aggresive on preparing for my whole summer. Overwhelmed at times, by whats in front of me. I find I work well under pressure.Ive also been hurt, and in awe still of the people Ive lost  this past year.

****************************************************************************

By the way, Dating sucks. Remember my last blog?? well all my blogs speak on relationships. I already know , but now I really UNDERSTAND i get bored very quickly.Attraction is a big plus for me. Attraction not just physically. conversation, motivation. some Drive. I find many single men, mentality umm somewhat of  21 year old... Im like man  I could of stayed with my EX!

I live in Dallas, Texas. ( No Disrespect )Quite rare you find yourself dating someone, who doesnt know someone you know. TURN OFF. All in all, satisfaction in ALL areas has to be met. Did I mention Im NOT picky? Im not " thirsty" defining seeking for attention, insecure, moneyhungry, or low self esteem. Im fit more of the definition of  " knowing what she needs." If I was any of these characteristics I could easily be with someone, and unhappy. " I just choose  not

to settle for less. Having a boyfriend would be wonderful, trust me Im not rushing for that. ME ME AND ME. ALL ABOUT ME.me equal faith and jada. me equal growing and manifesting. me equal spiritually enrichment , me equal meaning financially making Great money  and Doing More. Me equal being MAGNIFICENT.

MB