Moi Me

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Hypocrites always want to play innocent
Always want to take it to the full out extent
Always want to make it seem like good intent
Never want to face it when it's time for punishment
I know that you don't wanna hear my opinion
But there come many paths and you must choose one
And if you don't change then the rain soon come
See you might win some but you just lost one  - Lauryn Hill



Its Not good to be Alone. However Its good to be Smart on your path. Family is the most important part of my life. If you don't have any family, a special person should always be in your life, One to console to, cry with, and laugh with.
The beautiful thing about life is you learn how to really grow . For me its over times, years  I have recognized that company is less, and more being self conscious, careful actions, self motivation,  yourSELF , MySELF. just doing what YOU need , without to many voices, opinions, judgements, conversations,  few friendships yet lasting True Ones. Many beautiful souls, walk this path very fine, and have for some time. The reality is, many people want  that "attention" that special i guess "security "? ...

I  love the fact I honestly love me. I  have my own personal demons like every human being on earth has that we fight or choose not to battle. All my pain, struggles, accomplishments, deep thoughts,  unanswered questions - no one cares but God. truly understands but God. Why fight a battle with any other human that has battles like you? All  we can do is pray for them, and be there as "much as we can" . 24/7 Listener, when at times, I have my own pity party who wants to really hear that??  not flesh.  which makes the most high so powerful. 

We live this earth striving  mainly to be successful financially. having a family perhaps? or just being the typical person working and focusing on what we have been trained in our minds to want, sometimes those without any real spiritual connection.  It's a blessing to be a blessing while we're here living .. breathing, its a blessing you have someone to talk too, study his word, refresh your mind, soul and sincere questionable thoughts.

Loving Moi, Loving Me  Unable to direct your own paths, but Able to understand you were created to just be You.I'm created to just be Moi.

Peace and love MB

Flow

Sorry readers!! I know I know what took me so long to write a new blog .. I had writers block, usually when I write, 90 percent of the time, Its heavy on my mind, sometimes Its all of a sudden "thoughts" and I just start writing , it depends, but this time.. I was thinking " Ive shared all my thoughts, opinions, aspirations in my blogs, what's left to express?"

 Some blogs that are shared  online from writers, are daily entertainment, activities, etc.. I always want my blogs specifically be what I truly want to share !! I can be at home, at dinner, in the shower and then so many things run through my mind... this time I was blocked with words and feelings.

I pray all is well with everyone, music is the key that helps me do my thing, I had to play Kanye West Through The Wire. yessss enjoy :)

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I had a nice spa day about a month ago, I was lucky to get a great massage  from a very God-fearing woman, most likely in her mid or late 50's. Right when she saw me she embraced me with a very gentle kind spirit. During my massage, she quickly noticed how stress I was. She said something that I will never forget. " Ms. Brown, you know worrying is a sin. ". I laid there and was thinking wow this is true!!!! Not wanting to go into detail on my personal life, I did tell her I was just trying to put some things in my life in perspective, and handling some "stuff" in my life .She told me " I don't know you but you seem to have a beautiful spirit trust God and don't worry".

I left there, understanding she was just being sincere, and worrying truly doesn't get you far, what I also understand that things take time, and maybe not on our watch.The amazing thing about life, is that we can always start over, and make things better for our own sake, for our sanity! Let it flow. Peace of mind depends upon strength of mind.

Staying calm through the storm , will make you not only stronger, but immediately you understand that there is someone bigger than YOU. I believe people fail to realize, and sometimes doubt how powerful the most high is, without him I will completely  lose my mind. That's the only reason I'm still standing. I've never doubt that he wasn't fully in control, I have failed many times to do things my way, and being stubborn saying" I got this". When reality is.. I had nothing. What I've gathered we all need to exercise our grace, or Satan will exercise our corruption.- that's Real 

Peace and Love 

MB 

Every Woman Wants A Man That ...

Every woman wants a man that is good to her ..for her.

I believe every woman deserves that one man that is crazy over her, loves when she walks in a room, when  her presence is not near him he feels apart of him is gone, when she speaks. he listens. You hear love stories, we've all seen that one love story movie, that ends with bliss and happy endings. Some never dream as a young girl to get married , or even have kids, others do.But at the end of the day a woman truly wants the companionship of someone who just.. really cares.

I've shared in a few of my blogs, how many of us have feared  "love"  due to a  bitter past, love lost, difficult relationships, or even upbringing. Searching for Mr. Wrong is never the goal, yet we use that for our comfort. Fact is, sometimes we don't even know what we want, or insecure on what we know we actually deserve. Mr. Right is always the man at the end of the day, that will have happiness and true love, the one person you purposely treated like he was nothing but another man on the street. Mr Right is the one person, you never had any thoughts of taking seriously, knowing he was a good man, respectful, easy to talk to, caring, attentive, fun, educated, and goal - oriented.

Mr. Right is now laughing at you.

Every person deserves that one individual ,whom you will never have to question motives, respects you wholeheartedly, and would never leave your side. Prayer is powerful, and Real Love conquers all.

Patience

Finding the right song for this particular blog didn't take me long at all.. one of my favorite artist Amel , - amazing. Her music expresses what I personally feel, all of her lyrics she writes on her own -simply magnificent.

Patience is a test. A TEST- for your mind, mentally. Patience is waiting without worrying, Patience strengthens the spirit, sweetens the temper, subdues the pride, and bridles the tongue. Patience is something I try not to get weary of. I need to use, I need to gain it,  I am.

We all fear something, we're all wanting something. But the bible reads " fear no man but God." it also reminds us " patience is a virtue".  Young or old, we want to make sure we get what we want! Only flesh would be that selfish in spirit at times, to be so inpatient.  Truth is learning that it's not all about us at times, will remind us that we have no authority on when things in life happen. Either it be, waiting on financial gain, success, a wife/ husband, a house, in school for higher education. Reality is you have to keep doing what you're doing to reach the goal. Shortcuts are fantasies that can happen but always ends with a sad shoulda -coulda ending.  Maintaining a focus mind, manifesting to become whatever you're wanting to BE, or achieve will allow you to learn what patience is. Challenging storms, difficult roads, unfortunate situations, all are suppose to happen in life. Life is not all fun, happiness, and a smile. It takes a strong individual to conquer all the downfalls to get what they really want, which is .. satisfaction. One that is satisfied will understand it takes alot of patience, and be complete once they have recognize that true fulfillment  takes plenty of guidance, discipline and not ALWAYS getting what they want.. its Life. be content.

Peace and Love
MB

I am A WOMAN

 I like fire, I like ice 
I can cut you like a knife 
But I'd rather be nice 
I'm a woman 

So don't push and don't shove 
What you want there's plenty of 
I was born to make love 
I'm a woman - Minnie Riperton 

Beauty defines a Woman. A woman should define Beauty inside and out, the way we walk, talk, smile, touch,  move. Emotionally designed to fall in love, and be in love, and fall out of love. How  beautiful is that? :)

When a woman is in love, it's like walking blind, even if the path is smooth sailing, we're deaf to others, and blinded by LOVE. so sweet right.. those tumbling blocks ,we get right back up after FALLING from Love.. that's usually how it goes.  Using our pains, heartaches, past to better ourselves for our "next " relationship, that we say " we won't take seriously. " Its a beautiful thing however, when we find the person that makes us feel special, feel whole, appreciated, loved, and completely  crazy over you  in a very good way. It's a special time, when  our daily lives consist of being content with that one person. No one else, just you and that One person. ..Woman are natural caretakers, we love wholeheartedly, when we see our match, we do our best to satisfy. that's usually how it happens.

The lessons learned in being a woman, is being more careful, more wiser. Taking steps so we don't end up hurt. The best way to feel complete as a woman is loving and trusting yourself. Once we trust and love ourselves fully, accomplishing longevity of just being with the "right " person, and happy, will come in due time. Patience is a virtue, but it's quite amazing when we have the most high on our side, spiritually depending on him for any closure  from a rocky past, besides the tears from our pillows we've all used at night, when things aren't going right... the beauty of it all, is being a woman. Getting back up and starting over, with a healthy mind, and great opportunities. Understanding Love is God. Love will come.

Peace and Love

MB 

ETAH

I dislike a few things, seldom do I just " hate" things or someOne.
Hate :  to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward

I understand now, that once you go through a storm in life, or lose someone dear to you, the things and people you titled a " big deal ", now seem so small.  Nothing to get angry about, you just recognize it, and brush ya shoulders off. I dislike a few things, corrupted government, devil, selfishness, manipulation, any type of evil - spirited human being that walks on earth, and those that danger and hurt children. sexually, mentally, emotionally. Anyone who physically harms their family members.

The challenges in life can make us feel hatred, become bitter, unforgiving, unloyal, unhappy. The healing of being abused, hurt, treated unfair can lead one to do things that will make them regret certain actions that might arise. Instead of being angry personally in my life over the things that shouldn't happen that did happen. For people that came in my life, just to do their best to ruin it, I don't hate them. I just pray for them, dismiss them. Motives equal to consequences. That is why I choose to always be positive. My outcome in my mind : always winning. always gaining. always loving.Always honest. always forgiving never forgetting. 

The best way to stay away from Hate, is to love. Profoundly acting above others, with powerful energy, a connection with anyone you interact with. Beliefs that attract others. A smile that is genuine. As human beings, we all make mistakes, as human beings we all are sinners. The magnificent outcome - we don't have to be like everyone else. 

Peace and love 

Miya   

2-26

Hellooooooo Guys! I know I expressed that I would Not do another blog until March, but i couldn't resist!!I pray all is well with everyone!!

Every year I have committed celebrating my Birthday in a BIG way, due to a commitment I made to myself   around 5 years ago. Acknowledging how I've overcame things in my life, and celebrating the life I have now.

2-26 is my Birthday. I will once again be among close family and friends.I'm very excited. A nice birthday party on a Saturday a week before my actual birthday, and an  intimate brunch the next day. I will be 31 years young.

This will also be my last " big " celebration, I've been doing this since my late twenties. 31- this is it. I have now committed myself, to travel every year on my birthday. Calling this an "  Intimate Birthday getaway" .  A different city every year, either by myself, with my daughters,  with a friend/ or my significant other. It's been so much fun having beautiful people come celebrate the day I was born. With cake, gifts, dancing, smiles. I will miss that, ready to end it in a huge way !

Peace and Love

MB

Peace and Love
MB