HIGHNESS

The Revelation on your life is how it ends. Everything is based on the outcome of your trials, storms, highs and lows.Life is beautiful. The perception on how you identify yourself, will conclude the result of either a happy or sad ending.

 All of my experiences have made me yet stronger than I was a year before. Losing, gaining, loving, hating. Oppression, depression, sadness, emptiness, deliverance, repentance have all played a part of my current life challenges. Fascinated on how in awe God has built me to be this being of what a woman is. loved or hated, I have fallen in love with myself in all way possible.

Lacking responsibility of our actions will determine how our lives will go. You meet people throughout your path in life, its amazing the impact another human being can have in your life. Its rather crazy how people can emotionally at times impact your life. Mentally challenge your own character. I have concluded that the beautiful thing about life, is how strong we all are. All the different evil or kind spirits,people,circumstances, situations can either make you or break you. Understand that you reign as high as you perceive yourself to reign. Throughout life you will experience pains in your heart, downfalls and great accomplishments. The most important part of living on this earth in my eyes; not losing your focus, regaining your strength when no one is around and you feel like you have none.You have to stay completely grounded, sustaining your ability to achieve all you pray and cry for. Having close family and friends that can support you through your life journey.

Defeat  anything you once thought you could not defeat!!! From me to you, Never give up

Peace

MB

Coming Out of Your Comfort Zone

Let me share my testimony  ( unedited ):

God will literally break you down where you have nothing. nothing at all. I have held on this baggage from my past where it has not allowed me to grow. Nor has it allowed me to maintain full stability mentally, or emotionally. When you hold onto baggage in your life, your blessing will not flourish.  (Even if you're not considered religious.) Spiritual guidance must be in order for you to be freed from your past. There was a point in my life years ago  I had  nothing at all. I had left behind a life that I thought was financially making me happy, living a life most twenty year olds wish they could live!  My two daughters and I were sleeping in my car for a brief time, I was too prideful to reach out to close friends and family. I found myself connecting with someone  who became a blessing at the time in my life. All the trials and tribulations in my life have been because of refusal to commit myself  to fully  lean on and trust the Most High. Sometimes we truly believe we can take care of ourselves mentally.. in reality we cannot do it by ourselves, we need to be guided the right direction. I've been on my own since I was nineteen  years old. Always, independent, working taking care of my family, but at times struggling to take care of them.

The stubbornness comes from nothing but the devil. My upbringing consist of  loving christian educated parents, my legacy consist of well known individuals who all are successful. So I asked myself why Lord had my life turned into something that was not really destined for me. Clearly because of holding onto baggage and not letting go!!!! I have many successful friends from all over the world, my parents are prime example. I have seen all the desires of Man. Money has not ever made me something I'm not, I grew up having all I wanted, and even as a young adult saw the fine things in life. I was raised by a real man, a caring father who showed  my sister and I how to be treated. From traveling, fine dining, and all the desires of any young girl .I still was stuck on why  my own personal growth financially, and physically  was not  being fulfilled??.Still holding on to baggage from my past. Being hurt by people throughout my adult life from men and women. Those I thought " loved "  me , friends I "thought" considered themselves good friends. Let me express to you without fully letting go on what the devil wants you to hold on to, you will not be blessed.

Coming out of your comfort zone in life, will make you stronger. It will allow you to release all negative energy that has been "stuck" in your soul for years. I have been through hell and back. A failed unhealthy very abusive marriage, without work, and without some of the necessities that life offers. I ask you live your life humbly, live your life full of love. I have always been humble, and full of positivity. But without full attention on myself, and what has held me down, growth will not come. You can have all the desires of the world. Money, clothes, cars, anything that you consider that makes you happy. But it is a fact that without true happiness and cleansing from your past, cleansing of your soul you will stay in your own comfort zone, that does not allow you to achieve all your blessings. Let Go and Let God

Peace and Love,
MB

TL

My desires
My prayers
To share my love with the king that was built for me.
No time or energy to jive me with lies
I need someone with the winning prize
Full of complicity, honor and respect
Teach me what I might not know or understand
Lead me your direction
Take my hand

Wholeheartedly just be a real Man
Love me for me
and not just part-time but full-time
Full of commitment, loyalty, and dignity
Doesn't try to change but
Enlightens me with his intellect
Full of warmth and spiritual guidance
Prays not only at night
But first thing in the morning

Provider, protector, and hard worker
Not wanting to suffer but  focus on successful goals
His main focus is us being whole

Expresses his thoughts clearly and his vision is real
True love is what he only prays for
A queen is what he desires
When he looks at me I'm the only one he admires

Miya Brown
MB

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Fact is. I really Don't have the energy to be sad, upset, or worried. about anything. I have exhausted all those emotions that people feel. the only emotion I have is curiosity,happiness, excitement. People desire so much from one person, that may not even be right for them.Without focusing on themselves first.

I have shared this so many times in most of my blogs, Never give up on finding love, wanting to be truly admired and desired by someone who loves all your flaws and all.  If  they cant take you for who you are, they don't deserve you. If you have standards,and refuse to settle for less, it will make relationships easier.Conflicts will not become a daily issue.Tough times do occur being a woman especially when failed relationships seems like it's a never ending story- love lost, no fairy-tale future with the man of your dreams. Make sure he is the man of your Prayers, not your Dreams!

I have concluded, working on self is the answer, and always will be. Focusing on what God wants for you, instead of what you want for yourself, makes life more smoother. If a man loves you, he will respect you. If a man loves you, he will show you everyday, If a man loves you he will cater to you, If a man loves you, he will pray with you, If a man loves you he will tell you, If a man loves you, he will put you second before God, If a man loves you he will always be honest, and make sure that he lifts you up. If a  man truly loves you he will never disrespect who you are as woman. Ever. 

If a woman loves you, she will make sure she respects you. Make sure you have all you need at home, will show loyalty, comfort you in the time of need, and understand she can never change who you are! We hear stories in this time of age, that it is very rare these days to find someone who truly adores you. I disagree, everyone has their time, everything happens for a reason in your life. If you're single, it's a blessing to only focus on yourself and love the people already in your life. Those that are in a unhappy marriage, or relationship do what makes you happy. Use your intuition to make better decisions for your mind, body and soul. Understand not everyone has standards, and self respect, not everyone loves themselves wholeheartedly so they "stick" around and live life miserable and no fulfillment in their life. Be Happy!!!!!!!

Life is too short. Make life on earth lessons learned, but most importantly an experience and happy ending. - 

MB

Gives

Life is short. Or is it? Life gives us enough time to live our destiny, lead by example and conquer all fears. Life gives us enough time to do what we want, but more importantly gives us time to do what is needed.

Sometimes Life doesn’t. Young children that pass away at a very earlier age, you would think that they should live on earth way longer, but it doesn’t happen often this way. I have contemplated, and gathered my thoughts. I truly believe we ‘re only put on this earth to shine a light on others. Especially those who die young, their purpose was just to shine that special light.

Even those who don’ t see old age, I believe there is a reason for everything we do in life.

Life is controlled by the most high, and the situations that occur that can be heartbroken is a lesson for those still alive on earth. Reminding us. That earth is of flesh, and things will happen that are not always happy moments, and happy endings. Trust in him, and know who God is and the ending results will not be a deep sorrow or turmoil.

The people that have came in and out my life, the many faces I have had the pleasure to know, I am attached to a human being that serves and loves everyone around them.

I’m in awe of a beautiful being that defines leadership, is active in their community and loves their family. I truly believe a person like this is made for heaven, and is simply an angel walking. Makes me whole, and makes everyone around them just to do better in life. I will never forget the few people in my life that I wholeheartedly adore, admire and respect. -

I pray God uses me to become this Godly woman that leads by example every day of my life. I pray that he continues to use me so I am that virtuous woman and wife. What I seek most above all, that I lead people to Christ and I am blessed with a Godly nurturing and gentle husband that motivates me to do what is needed while I’m on this earth. What he does only discipline, obedience can bring. What he does, makes everyday seem like spring. Understanding all that he is worth. Making sure our time is precious on this earth. Loving unconditionally, mentally and emotionally. What he does.. rare men can do. For this I say Thank you. –

Peace and love MB

Oneself, a poem

                                         
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This has happen quite often, finding oneself . by himself. I'm not sure what God sometimes try to express , completely clueless.Wanting the love from a significant other to love one fully, everyday. Which seems like impossible. It always concludes of  a bottle half filled.


Dark nights, quiet moments. Fears, procrastination, loneliness in some aspect. Details of someone wanting to understand why it turns out like this .Clueless of the facts that are hidden somewhere. Beneath it all, he sheds a tear. Trying to gather life's understandings, destination of only a dream that is full of light, blue skies, and contentment.

Just standing. Praying. All gifts exhausted, and days of giving up. Weeks of doubt, and weeks of  trying to never giving up.Only wanting to be completely understood, surrounded by those who care for him. Full of life, laughs, adventure and not one day of a bore. Going through the hills, mountains, trails and tribulations, but still not completely satisfied --- still going "through " the hills and mountains.


Desire of a family, growth of a womb for her, beaches, sand and smiles. Success, humbleness, being united - She and I against the world. But still Spreading love, Christ- filled centered home. Youthful smiles, embracing what life has to offer, plane rides, big buildings, gated home, art, music,  and conversation.


Finding himself. by himself.  He wakes up.


Peace and Love

MB

Unconditional

Recently I was forward a beautiful picture of both my grandparents back in Chicago, holding hands attending my grandfathers 84th luncheon, and I thought to myself " how beautiful" . I automatically thought about my life, and where I want to be  30 years from now, blissful in love with my significant other, best friend, husband. I think anyone who has hopes and aspirations of being in a strong relationship, companionship wishes only for the best.

The thought of being in a relationship that's filled with miscommunication, misunderstandings, inconsistency, doubts, frustrations, untrustworthy, no foundation, or true friendship but only sexual connections will come to an end. I think for a woman, we're naturally emotional people, thinking logically when it is a matter of serious decision making in our lives. Who wants to be single for the rest of their life?? Of course their are millions of beautiful single men and women, who are terribly exhausted and have tried times and times again to see where love takes them, who threw in the towel and happily, independently  made or was forced to make the decision to just be free and single.  I've come to conclusion without taking care of yourself, and truly being in love with oneself, you cannot handle a heartbreak, and will continue to grow weak from someone you thought loved you. Giving your all in a relationship, and getting half in return, should  make one take a step back on where the path is heading.

You have people who have been in several relationships, or have dated many people in their life and still no true happiness or stability. The reason being is being open to what they believe love takes them, love can't take you anywhere if you haven't focused on yourself first.Same for people who stay in a relationship with the same person for many years, and the significant other has the cycle of bringing unhappiness in the home. Same thing!  Even if you have focused on all your personal goals, and still dead end relationships, their just NOT the One for YOU. sometimes its good to look back in a relationship and the steps you guys went through, how long did it take for you to become intimate? at times that doesn't even matter believe it or not! Ive heard differently wait 90 days  etc etc.. ladies : IF a man likes you, HE LIKES YOU. Its that simple. it could be the time you guys spent, never give a guy all of you when you FIRST date. Or it could be going great, and things just don't work out, that's life.Never disappoint yourself , YOU come first. your Heart needs fulfillment . No tears over and over again.

For  a Christian who reads this, Love is Christ, How is Christ?? GIVING, ATTENTIVE, ALWAYS THERE, LOYAL, never question if hes there. that's the beautiful thing about love at the end of the day we can go back and understand if that person didn't love you at least how Christ does, he/she is not the ONE.  No one loves us like Christ, however,  the attributes and characteristics of their heart can determine if  its unconditional and real. As human beings we're nothing but flesh, with plenty of emotions and designed to make mistakes. Its part of life. That's the beautiful thing, finding a person that will love you the best way they know how, unconditionally. Beautiful.

Peace and Love