Tuesday, April 5, 2011
She Has A Black Book Too
That's what Ive done, and doing. My career is a blur right now, Its like where ever the wind is directing me I follow.. :) I don't think its a bad thing since I'm a unique weirdo anyway ( in a great way ). I'm just focusing on growth, learning everyday , taking one day out of time. In the meantime, in the course of a month ,after being a tad sadden about recent people disappearing out my life, Sleeping longer on the weekends, looking at the wall.. yes go ahead and laugh you've been there too, I'm like shit.. Ive lost a few dear people in my life within the past year, and now people dear too me have disappeared.. like their still Alive, but GONE. I'm still in awe of this. But the past month, Ive had what I call "applications" calling my cell phone like a hot line .. really its pretty annoying, one who knows me very well understands I don't like several people calling my phone, I don't even like many people having my number! So whats going on? Ive realized that being in a relationship is all I know! Ive always been in a relationship, now I'm just having fun, in my thirties planning to settle down and marry AGAIN. is what will happen, I say that with confidence. Prayerfully waiting not seeking, I feel whats for me , will come too me.
Ive learned that many women seek so much in a man, or rather expect so much from a man, at the end of the day their still unhappy and lonely. You also have women they do whatever to prevent a stable relationship, and cant keep a man to save their life, being "tied" down to one man, only feel like their freedom is non existed.and run like a runaway Bride. due to trust issues.
Today society, most women make it easy for men, . My thing is this, don't make it easy. period. , that's why I feel if you're a single woman ,be responsible but have fun, dating who you feel that interest you. Your business is your business, keep it that way. I'm not expressing, sleep whomever gets your your attention, or even give one your time. Just do what men do!!!! but not in a slutty way!!
Men: women have black books too , now its more like contacts on the blackberry, iPhone trust me ! you have to fit her calendar!! a real Queen knows how to invest her time only to those that value her time.