Saturday, December 31, 2011

Spiritual Zombies



Dead, Not alive. Deaf from change, blinded by lies. Troubled  from the real truth.  I've always been very spiritual, I've always been vocal about my love for Jesus Christ. I've always revealed my struggles and my obstacles that have made me who I am, and I always express I'm only Human, I'm not an angel, saint, nun, or a fake. You know you have certain people that share their love for Christ like every single day(which by the way is great), they preach every single day,  and some that Judge also every single day, which also  by the way is NOT Christ like.  Judge and you will be judged.  A wise tongue doesn’t need to boast, but SHOW their love for Christ, people will see their growth and  loving spirit.

When one shares how good God is, that’s just what it is -doing without any regrets of expressing it. I mean, would you rather a person share their love for evil?? no thanks. I' ll stick with the Most High. The one that created earth, the Skies, trees, animals. The only ONE that wakes me up in the morning, guides my family  when I'm not in their presence. Protects my home, parents, friends, and even the beautiful strangers all over the world, even the Lost ones.I heard my Pastor say “ Spiritual Zombies” I defined that just like how I stated in the beginning of the blog  Dead, Not alive. In flesh, here on earth, but spiritually broken. I think many of us, including myself in one period in our  lives weren’t all  in  tune of daily getting closer to Christ, I however, never been  “Lost “ to where he doesn’t grab  me and shake me back to face my trials, and lean on him only for clear understanding. I can't say that I'm like how I Was 4 years ago, I would be lying, either you  move a step forward or backward. I've done both. But reality is I was moving back and forward just to keep going on the same path.

I still do things of flesh, I'm still working on my flaws, daily activities that are not titled as a  “perfect christian”, the reality -there is no “ perfect Christian” there are  only growing Christians, no one is perfect than the next person. No one is walking so tall that they can’t easily fall back down. But the fact is there billions of Spiritual zombies that need to be “ Spiritual Alive and Awaken” to say their spirit is more loving, their heart is  no longer suffering, the mind is clear and can except and learn different ways to live on this earth with a sense of knowledge of truth on the power of Prayer, and the million other things that were created for us to share with others.

Peace and Love

MB

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Stronger Than You Thought



First you don't succeed, you try again. Right? that's how it should go at least, If you have the opportunity to read my blog, thank you! and thank God for allowing you to see another day, and soon-to-be another year!! I have gathered that all my mistakes, I learned from and has made me a better woman. I'm still learning, growing , and I'm open to new experiences. I'm stronger than I thought, a time during my weakest periods , I really lost myself emotionally , but physically and mentally prepared myself to defeat the challenges I faced, and won. Throughout the the past year I have shared my personal experiences, motivated individuals I personally have never met. I want to thank my readers from all over the world, also my followers on here,  for motivating ME to continue to write. 

Whatever desires you have, make it your passion. Whatever goals you have set in the brain,  make it your passion. Whatever dreams you dream, make it your passion.  the goals you didn't meet this year, make it your passion to meet them this coming year. Everyone, and I do believe when I say everyone has at least one "hater" allow them to influence you to continue to focus on your passion. 

All the ups and downs I've been through in the past 5 years, have been extremely challenging, and the best and worst years of my life. I overcame obstacles, that I never thought I could finish. It only made me stronger. I've learned to love better, became a better mother, daughter, and sister. I learned patience, strength. I can never change my spirit, my character. I'm really " what you see is what you get" . caring heart, sometimes people - pleaser, honest, outspoken, analytical, and just Miya. Never change for anyone, you can only better yourself, so you can become an example to someone else. Face your fears, and make it a topic of discussion, surround yourself with a small group of people that are on your level or successful doing their passion. Make yourself accountable of your actions. I have failed with many decisions that could of been rectified, and dealt with the  consequences.  But I'm woman enough to say it made me  Stronger than I thought. Let your life testimonies be " Stronger than you Thought" . 

All of us sometimes become weary,  but we made it. 

Happy New Year

Peace and Love 
MB

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Intuition




Intuition is the ability to acquire knowledge without inference or the use of reason "The word 'intuition' comes from the Latin word 'intueri', which is often roughly translated as meaning 'to look inside'’ or 'to contemplate

Intuition, The gift we all have. but need to use more often. The best thing in life is the gifts that God blessed us with, using it is the option. We stay in relationships that are filled with pure drama and unhappiness because we choose too. Hoping and dreaming that "maybe" that everything will be better.I've witnessed that in my life, firsthand. prayer is powerful. and intuition is beautiful. Do what makes you content. Settling for less,only shows that you will settle for anything, not just an unhappy relationship, but a job that you really don't enjoy, Furthermore any future desires you might want to accomplish, due to just "settling". I personally use my intuition everyday, all day, especially these days . It helps me keep my mind focus, my sanity, it allows me to understand flesh is flesh, there is no way I can be shocked on the actions of anyone. I truly believe life is designed for us to experiment and "test"  relationships,not just intimate relationships, but  all types of relationships ( work, school, friends, family ) just for us to learn what we really deserve, lessons to learn from. The blessing about intuition is the outcome of doing what your intuition told you to do in the beginning. Trust me, it will be an answer to your prayers, an "exhale" moment, a breath of fresh air, a good night sleep, a story that you never had to share, you only heard it through someone else story, who didn't use their intuition. :)

Peace and Love

MB

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Growing Pains




Past, Present, Future. That's usually how it goes.Past- too learn from your mistakes. Present- to make more mistakes, but realize you never want to make them again. Future - To teach others what route you took, and try to make no more of the same mistakes . :) 

When I was a kid, I always dreamed about growing up and having my own, as a teenager, I dreamed about going off to college, at the time Howard University, when I became an adult I dreamed about the what ifs and how I could made better decisions. Now in my life, I see the individuals that I use to associate myself with, look back on the things I "use" to do, and things I "didn't" do( but should of ) and content on my Past. Present in my actions, and rectifying, and happy on what the future lies. Growing Pains, a time to recognize and learn. to experiment, to learn. To acknowledge your flaws and learn. 

Many of us, are doing the same thing we did  years ago, still hanging with the same people that have no benefit in our lives, still hoping and dreaming, wishing and believing without no action. In order to have faith, you need to believe. In order to believe you need to be willing to change. Change, only to recognize what is best for you. Bye to Past, Hope for Present, Fulfilled Growth in the Future. 

Peace and Love
MB

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

The Skies Say Hello





Step outside, go for a walk, a drive,  look outside. I really believe the skies communicate with us. I'm fascinated with the sky. I feel Peace when I take the time to look up, especially before night falls. All my troubles go away.. for that moment. That one  moment, the trouble leaves. My fears go away.

It says hello, and God whispers I “Got this” . I really believe if we take the time out to have peace within us, we would make wiser decisions, have a more carefree spirit. Have an attitude that is simply full of happiness for everyone. Many times we tend to say we’re not worried about others, but we are. We strive to make others happy, by our own success. We want acknowledgement, we want someone to simply CARE.

The skies say hello, be in peace. Love what you do, love who you are. Find the few things that make you smile, when no one else is watching. Spiritually find your way, so you can have self-satisfaction. Cherish the people who truly love you.Take the time to shut out materialistic  things, and worldly activities that make people become something that only makes them unhappy and unsatisfied. Little things in our lives count...

For the blessings to come.

Peace and love 
MB

Friday, November 11, 2011

REBEL







Rebel : a person who resists any authority, control, 


 Complicated, random, and truth. I'm a rebel at heart, I do my best to control my mouth, really.....i do.

..  TRY to control my actions. Everyday is a prayer, that shining light that I see everyday I step out my home, the comfort of my family, the smiles of my daughters. The reality that human beings do whatever possible to cover up their struggles, they sometimes refuse to face their own reality. Healthy, but tragedy if not rectified. 

The Reality.. My reality is being positive, what gets everyone by. How you handle situations will determine a bad or good outcome.  I have recognized and realized the best way to handle a situation is -handle it. The best way to handle people is to two ways 1.) Smile and move on. 2.) have a face to face conversation. Either personally or professionally .There are millions.. billions of manipulative, conniving, and wicked human beings on earth.  There is nothing you can do about it, But stay away. Nothing you can change to make them go away, the character of one being identifies where there truly headed in their future. This only concludes Positive action by only you. We have all power on how we handle situations, what we say, how we act,  and how we carry ourselves. 

My heart, feels everything. My eyes see everything , I recognize someone before they can even recognize themselves. I sense if someone is an act, a show, or a movie. Any wise person like the person who reads this, will understand life is what we make it. Use your eyes wisely, use your heart carefully. Rebel against no one, and if you're a rebel at heart, rebel against only one person- that demon in confuse souls.  love everyone, smile always. 

Pray. 

Peace and Love 

MB






Wednesday, November 9, 2011

understoodmis




I'll be 31 years young in a few months, the only change I feel at this moment is the way I perceive things in my life, how I handle people.My focus hasn't changed, The love I have in my heart hasn't changed. So many things I'm working on mentally, emotionally . I witness many people that are in fear of future, life, and possibilities. The best thing  in life you can do for yourself, is live life. You're not old, until you stop living. Living to uplift, change, love, become wiser, and  have a strong spiritual connection. 

Focusing on  becoming a better human being, growth is a beautiful transformation, there is never a limit to stop growing. Real things,  real issues, never should stop you from accomplishing all we desire. Wanting someone or needing someone special in life, only comes with time. Being alone, only allows you  to seek a closer connection to what is ahead of you. Actively, being attentive to what is best for you and only you.

Satisfaction should be a main goal  that you should truly try to achieve, to conclude your life on earth.  Satisfying others, will only bring a character of being misunderstood at times. Satisfy yourself, love yourself. Those standing after you have accomplished your mission, desires, are those who  love you unconditionally. Be careful on who you confide, seek, ask for guidance from. Say a prayer, I guarantee he won't misunderstand you, The most high knows you best.  - 

Peace and Love 


Monday, October 31, 2011

Little things are big things

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How ungrateful  can we be? Very.   The little things that we have in life,we should count our blessings for. Like water.electricity. years the economy has been in a major crisis. For years America have been in war with other countries,And for years we all have been divided.I'm grateful for freedom of speech, Independence ,and overall opportunity.  I’ve never been a huge T.V. viewer, however like many people I have enjoyed watching “ reality tv”. Yeah reality , not so. More like an  Imaginary exaggerated scripted conflicted materialistic outlet that television has created to allow “regular hardworking folk” like us to feed into negativity  ( for the most part) of those that star in these shows. Quite entertaining, but sadden by how far we have NOT come. 
Little things are big things, maybe as a culture, and as people we can take our daily wants and selfish desires that we usually indulge on a daily basis, and be grateful for the things that we can do, the things we are even allowed to do. I ‘ve been the selfish human being, I've stopped in my tracks , to ponder on life lessons , how to be an example for my children. I ‘m still growing, to manifest to this person that gives, loves, and make sure I don’t take the little things for granted. The pure water I drink, reminds  me to say thank you, and I vision the child in my own country  and in others without water, or  unsanitary  water. Or the presence of my daughters, and I vision the mother or father without their children, due to being deceased, or may not even be able to have kids. Or my electricity, I say thank you, and vision  those without electricity, and people in some countries that suffer from not having any at times. Or even able to walk outside, and not see war right in front of my eyes.  
We live in a sick world, where everything is revolving not to teach, but seems as  though that we are relying on things and money to make us happy. Money is beautiful, being successful should be everyone's goal, but make sure you have value and inner peace. Humble heart, and giving spirit. Life is given to us, to appreciate. Appreciate every time we open our eyes.

Peace and love
Mb 

Pride and Love

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Never mix.. Pride and Love. ..it will always cause  friction, and an ending result of what if’s and an unsuccessful bonding. Many people stop talking due to pride, and stubbornness. Friends, Family members, significant others. Nothing is gained from this. But lost.
The beautiful thing about love, it provides us an opportunity to understand what it truly is. Love is God. Whatever spiritual guidance you claim to be, religious or not. Love is an act of kindness, loyalty, and respect. Most songs talk about, and most people want to feel it, to see it. Majority of ones happiness and anger is because of lack of. Women tend to build these tall walls due to not being loved right, or fear of being hurt. Men tend to disrespect women,  Or have  no knowledge of what is to love, due to upbringing or simply not being told on how to love. The conclusion on how to even love, is simply loving oneself. Which is way more important  before you can even attempt to fall for anyone else. Being prideful, arrogant, self centered, boastful, angry, bitter, and depressed all will lead all of us to the wrong direction, defining only a word none of us want to have . Loneliness.  I advised  being surrounded by those who can only bring  you happiness, and honesty. Respect your desires, share a commitment of truth and understanding.  Stray away from people who have a jealous spirit, a bitter past without a carefree resolution, and of course attempt to heal from what made them weary.
Family is the most important for all of us, even those who have lost family, or seem as though they have no family. Family can be dear friends, Even if you feel its impossible to move  forward from a lost, or haven’t spoken to a dear relative, its always good to stay in prayer and have a relationship of some kind with the most high, to move forward,  and love again. Pride and Love should be more defined as Love and  Happiness .

Peace and Love
MB

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Living Abundantly


Oh mercy mercy me….. ahh how I love that Marvin Gaye Song. It really defines the conditions of this world,at this moment. I have recognized and accepted the fact, that this world continues to struggle. People make the world go around. So much has changed, yet nothing has changed in so many aspects.
Which saddens me, however it  gives me more reason to teach my children about reality of life, how to give, how to educate themselves outside of school .to study  society, culture, and history of the world. Instill them to experience and travel the and have a better understanding not just what is taught to them , but allow them to witness with their own eyes. Live life abundantly.

I believe everyday we should try to experiment something  new in life. Be optimistic and quite curious on what the world has to offer. Even when it seems that your goals,desires is in a standstill- not moving, not going how you would like. Do something, or surround yourself with people that motivate you.  Either  if its trying a different food,  working a job that you never would imagine you would do, going to a place you never thought to visit. Volunteering somewhere that you always desired, or even taking a class to educate yourself more. The older I’m getting, I really understand that life is about preparing for the next  generation.  Being responsible for every action I do, being a mother is the hardest but the most important job. I love every minute of it. My life - there have been plenty of struggles, but plenty of highlights, success and happiness.
In life you live and make mistakes,  make sure to be accountable for actions, and deal with the consequences
.  Live life abundantly, so you can have a beautiful story to tell at the end –

Peace and love

MB

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

My Big Surprise

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I have anticipated and I'm glad to share that Young Soul is coming sooner than I dream.  I'm praying in the next year or so...Only God knows..But I had to share so many people have asked, and I couldn't hold it in. thanks for  the assistance and support/hard work from a few beautiful souls. I've been working quietly and sometimes procrastinate  at times,  for the past FIVE YEARS.

I'll keep you guys updated on details on my book, my blogs, and my future..

Keep me in prayer, I'm focused on my book than ever before, I'm  focused  on motivating people, and impacting kings and queens from all over. This is a trial that will also be time consuming, difficult, challenging, and successful. I claim it.

Peace and Love

Friday, October 14, 2011

Beware

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Good Morning My loyal followers : ) I have sooo much to express. I pray all is well with everyone. I'm well. I'm alive. I'm blessed.

Revelation on life has been fulfilling, quite bittersweet. Honest. Truth. I exhale with comfort, content. I'm walking swiftly, my heart is beating just right, my smile is bright, my eyes still slanted with love, my skin is still soft and brown. I'm this woman, woman of understanding of people. Understanding of actions, not disappointed or shocked.

 look at my life,  and you see survivor, integrity, respect. I know now, and really understand the heart can be wicked, the bible speaks on that. But its truth, I'm no saint, yet I am this wise creation, an outgoing yet complicated human being .I ask that everyone be careful who they allow in their world.I pray for the people who breath life with a wicked heart, who walk in this world clueless that their life is misery, due to how they treat people. Their heart is fake, the face is only an act of jealously, deceit, insecurity, hurt, pain, and manipulation. The saying is true " You are who you hang around with ". Be true to yourself, hang only with people who respect you, and like you. Love is a rare yet used most as if it is a common word, a common word that is only needed rarely , ya think?

I have gathered my thoughts, prayed on my experiences. Instead of going on a hiatus, I seek nothing but the best on everyone, and will grow from my life experiences. Every leader needs a follower, that's just how the world is . The president needs followers, to believe in him, and  support him, same as everyday people, they need followers. Leaders are leaders. Are you a follower or leader ? Being the person that came from leaders, raised by leaders, my mentality, my character defines a leader, I surround myself with leaders. I set apart from followers, I rather be amongst those followers only for business purposes, and associates. Supporters and followers are two different things. Strong willed, God fearing, Real, people who motivate you, always a good thing.. People always say friends come and go.. no no. People come and Go. Friends never go anywhere. Even if you don't speak everyday, the love never dies, the friendship only grows, through years and age.

Beware of the wicked : wicked spit on you, laugh with you,. drink with you, confide in you, act like they believe in you, talk behind your back consistently, lie to you in your face, will sleep with your man/woman, insecure, low self esteem, bitter, go to church, eat your food, attend your occasions, call you. Beware of the wicked : the wicked needs healing, deliverance, self love, happiness, good friends, a Prayer.

Always have peace and love the people who Hate you.

Peace and Love
MB

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

FREDDIE


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 Freddie or maybe Ms.Sanna Lathan, both ladies have played characters which I see myself in.. Freddie aka actress Cree Summer   who played Freddie on the classic hit show in the late  80’s early 90s Different World, directed by one of my mentors Debbie Allen. Ms. Lathan on Brown Sugar and movie Something New,  I’ve always been diverse and can adapt to just about anywhere with anyone, but most of all the older I get, and of course the finer I get hehe .. I see that I’m just a  person that loves culture. I love people. I love history, and I love understanding ones perspective on life, religion, culture, travels, education, even food. Interested in just knowing and learning.
I had the pleasure to spend time with one of my good close friends in Chicago, and what made me excited was her process of how she daily lives on exercise and eating. I was taught so much, and right now I do my best to serve my young queens that my friend shared with me, she loves to buy and make. Or my good friend from Ivory coast, which is part of West Africa, she shared with me the dance movements and music that they do out there, which amazed me that one body can move like that!! The food they cook, and the importance that education is not even an option but it’s mandatory, seriously not even a consideration but a must to get your degree. Not just in her culture, but most individuals I meet from overseas, are driven, and honestly way more aggressive to accomplish their goals in education not only in the United States but just about anywhere in the world.
 For me I’m influenced and motivated by those that are driven, and on my level, or beyond my level. I love to speak and understand a person that is from all walks of life. For the past four years of my life Ive understood, and studied people and their lifestyle, daily been involved and learning everyday, from eating food that I didn’t eat as a kid,  even being in a room where the language is different . I feel comfortable, never felt uncomfortable. 
What disappoints me the most that I have to accept everyone isn’t a “Freddie”. Or “Miya”.  Reality is people are so divided, uneducated  and only know from an experience of one person, or just listen to stereotypes. We hear stereotypes of African Americans, all not true. Some comedians even tell jokes about their own people, some being true some not. Everyone has a stereotype due to a repeated history of actions, that’s understandable. But never put one person in a box. Or assume something you don’t know, prejudice exist within one culture, which is so sad. Some people are clueless that their being prejudice. Clueless of history, clueless of details of someone’s culture. This is quite humorous for a person who even has their masters or doctorates degree. Get it together.
I’ve expressed a lot, without breaking down a story or conversation that I’ve experience so many times in my Life. But read, learn, understand then go out in the world. And understand this: we all are from somewhere else. – marinate on that.



Peace and love

Order My Steps



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Peace and Love everyone!!!! Happy Fall. I pray all is well with you, I’ve been so focused on the DivaWhispers website, I haven’t even had time to sit and write to my intimate small yet loyal followers. I pray you are in peace, or trying to get peace In your life.

I’ve had a very productive few months, I’m still in awe that this year is almost over , yes in my book its almost oveRR. By the blink of an eye it will be December. Can’t believe how time flies. I’ve been really considering going back to visit  Chicago very soon, ( I was there in July ) And I have to visit my family in St. Louis, hopefully Christmas holiday like I usually do. I miss my extended family there.
I’ve been battling a few things in my life, that I need clear, fixed, dismissed for good, in my  life. We look at someone’s life and have no clue what their struggles are, details of their life and their goals. But I was given the confirmation just going to my church, when my pastor was speaking of going in a circle, round and round, seeing the same results. All by the choices we make. Its not fixed because we haven’t done anything about it. So I blame myself. I have gathered my thoughts, and searched within myself to rectify the issues that present itself in front of me.In order to do that, I Must be obedient, I must seek prayer guidance from the Most High, which Is Jesus Christ. I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me, which is one of my favorite scriptures.  So I Give it too him to order my steps, because if I Keep trying I will go round and round and with no success.
I expect my readers to do the same thing; Allow prayer and order guide you. Many of us are stubborn human beings, who make decisions and regret later. Who follow and not lead, who gain nothing but temporary satisfaction. Happiness is within, but it’s even more beautiful when you have gained true happiness by being obedient. Many of us have it all, and some of us don’t. Define All. What is all you desire? All of us feel we need more of “something”, when we have enough. Never judge anyone; everything is not always what it seems sometimes. This is why you focus on yourself and your flaws, instead of the next man. Get your steps ordered, and your happiness  fulfilled.-

Blessings MB

Friday, September 2, 2011

Thank you Sista..

Thank   you  Sista ,  


Blessings everyone ..   At this moment its been over ten years since I rocked braids.  When   I lived in Atlanta, oh wow.. memories.   Thanks to my friend . Janelle  in new  York  who I’ve known since college, she always graced beauty and recently gave me tips on health food and recently  rockin  natural looks.
I have  a very  good length, thick hair not to fond  of  Rockin the natural look compared to my beautiful sister.  Braids is the best I can do ..J What really inspired me also is Solange Knowles, I saw  a summer picture of the queen with long beautiful braids, and decided to go ahead and get them. 

So thank you sistas!

 Peace and love kings and queens

Monday, August 29, 2011

Rolling Hills - There is power In The rolling hills, you’re a prize possession not everyone is worthy- Jill Scott



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Rolling Hills

Not everyone is passionate. I’m passionate wholeheartedly, with only certain things and people.  My life is full of daydreams,  prayer, and deep thoughts.  I’m a true fish. a true love of art,  desires, love ,  family, travel. An  Emotionally creature, who uses her past as a reflection of what is too be..
A lovely ending. A humble conclusion.  I fear only two things. Not being in a happy courtship with the king of  my needs. *needs not wants *  , and  my grandparents not living on earth to see their  great grandkids  as adults. I don’t fear my kids not growing into beautiful   citizens, because I gave them to God when they were born, and keep them spiritually feed.  I  stand firm on  my beliefs, I can hide my tears from rolling down my cheek, I can walk away without my heart bleeding too heavy. I can use my gift of discernment and   make better decisions. I can grow and be an example to my young children. Realizing and recognizing I’m not lost but I’ve found myself, and never looking back and becoming my “ old “ self.  Old self  defining not understanding  growth, yearning to be loved without seeking the Most High completely and fully first. Chasing dreams, and not organizing my future. Just going with the flow without a complete plan.  I slowly became this queen , that invests her time on true dreams, being a full time mother,  being this fresh breath of air, older but even more beautiful when I look in the mirror- flaws and all.

Take me as I am, and I will be just fine. I don’t like being misunderstood, but I also could care less if not everyone understands me, It wasn't meant for everyone to understand me, love me, or even remotely like me. I love me. I overcame the rolling hills.I am what I am, and that won’t ever change, for I am.. me.

Peace and love

MB

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

A Mothers Love






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Hey readers! I have neglected you guys. I apologize. Pray all is well with everyone. Keeping God first?  Drinking lots of water? I hope so. Keep negative people away from you. Keep only people who support you, love you, honest people around you. No fakes or flakes. Those who doubt you, negative people keep them away. Please only surround yourself around those who don’t mind telling you the truth, but want the best for you.
. I'm blessed to have a mother that sincerely  defines honesty, loyalty and positivity. I love her with all my heart and soul. She is a breath of fresh air. A  Loving nurturing God fearing virtuous woman  of God. When I say virtuous, full of life, full of positive energy. Her life is about living for Jesus Christ. Her words are wise, I adore everything about her.  I wish to be more like her.
I had the opportunity to spend some time with her recently, and it amazes me how much she is so focused in her walk with the Lord. The knowledge she gives me, the love she gives me, it only allows me to make sure I give my queens the same thing. The relationship I have with my daughters is beautiful, they both can come too me for anything, and I love their presence. I'm blessed to be their mother, and the more I grow the more we become closer.
Parenting is a gift from God. I will cherish it, and  watch them grow,  a mothers love is the best gift
 Peace and love,
Mb

Monday, July 25, 2011

Yes Yes

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I woke up in the morning feeling fresh to death
I'm so blessed, yes yes
I went to sleep stressed, woke up refreshed
I'm so blessed,
Water in my face and everything is in it's place
Peace of mind even my grace
I'm so blessed, yes yes yes- Jill Scott

Blessings Readers :)

Nothing has changed since my last blog : My Life. .. I'm content. The Song by Jill Scott defines exactly how I feel in my life. I'm very excited that my two daughters both  growing into beautiful young women. still young, and full of life, yet growing. Faith - my ten year old is almost as tall as her Aunts.  wow In amazement how  children grow  right before your eyes. 

Anything that doesn't benefit my children, Career or Family, I could care less about.My close best friends are my family too. I'm on such a high , that I will never come down. ever.

I have the gift of intuition , my mind body and soul do act on emotions-Im a woman -sue me :) , logically these days I have taken proper steps instead, that is only  best for Miya. So far.. everything is working in order.

I have completely taking a mental note, on all the Inconsistent individuals in my past. When Im successful too my satisfaction - I will never change,materialistic things. - what is that? anyone who knows me understands me. I'm free spirited naturally beautiful, yes i say that with confidence, I'm more of an India.Arie than a Kim Kardashian. ( FYI i do adore her :)  that's just me. there are two different high maintenance individuals .. one that is into materialistic things And the "lifestyle" , and one that just not so much materialistic, just want the Best,. and when i say the BEST.. i mean it. I feel every woman should be this way. every QUEEN deserve the best. .. every woman is NOT like this. I need the BEST. :)  i mean really? I have a mother, who raised me who have the best,and grandmothers..just food for thought  :)

If you're an avid reader of my blogs, then you already know I'm all over the place. One topic to the next.

Let me leave you with this: this world is at its Worst, from debt issues, weather issues, murder issues, president issues. Everyday if you're able to wake up and take another breath, you're blessed. If you're able to see your children you're blessed. live life, love life, love the people around you. Don't hold grudges, and understand youre Blessed .:)

peace and love

MB

Monday, July 11, 2011

MY LIFE

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Everything in my life is working in full circle, while I could provide you detailed information on my every move . that's not quite my style, yes I entertain even motivate on  and how I overcame my past, and struggles. Which has  made me strong. And of course would you really want too know ?? or care?   Sorry its been a minute since I've blogged. I sincerely adore you guys, for following me on my blogs. It shows me  one, you like to read. Two, you' re growing just like I'm growing :) I love it.  

Currently , God has blessed me in so many ways, when i say current. He blesses me EVERYDAY. but this is special. I thank him for putting people in my life that motivates me in so many ways. Grateful for an awesome Business Partner. I've done many things in my life.some  bad and  mostly good. :)  I'm excited to start this adventure of  success.I pray that God continues to use me. in every way.  

My Love life? - one word :  beautiful. I'm an African American woman that is quite  unique,. complicated,  mysterious, sociable, and different . I already know this my  mama told me so. I love culture, traveling , and several things, as like anyone with strong passions and eccentric ways . Everyone will not like Me!  and  their not meant too .Everyone cant understand my lifestyle, and  my mind. I'm OK with this. As long as my daughters aka Lil Queens are OK. I'm OK. as long as they smile I smile. As long as their education is excelling I'm OK  :) Eight years from now  my oldest child will be graduating and I'll still be fine and in my 30s :)  Excuse me this blog is personal and all over the place. So I don't apologize.

I pray everyone is well.  I'm well. But this country isn't its a mess!!!!!!!! pray for our President, pray for world peace. In the meantime, Do what you love ,whatever your passion , desires, dreams are. I'm a witness that if you pray , you will succeed on whatever you Want to do in life.   Now watch me work - because

GIRLS RUN IT  - --QUEENS RUN THE WORLD *  now check my resume too the Right :)it will continue... 

peace and love
MB

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

TSURT.. Backwards or forwards, I still Dont

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I have quite an issue.. don't we all? Either people suffer from depression, loneliness, security, battle their faith, some kind of addiction. EVERYONE has something that their working On. I'm working on Trust, well not really. I 've made assumptions due to lack of trust, I have totally ended relationships due to my observation and patterns of an individual. My biggest turn off is an insecure person, who  takes their insecurities and covers up with what I call - fake happiness. When All they really need to do, is recognize their insecurities, and try to build up their happiness within themselves by simply using all the tools to make a
healthy lifestyle. Trust is a word - Not an option for me and another person. Of course, you might read this and say " well miya you have to trust someone to an extent ". TRUE! but If I provided my stories of unloyalty, it will only bring tears as I write and share my blog with you beautiful people. My father told me years ago. Trust No One. I'm sure he meant just be careful daughter, be wise with decisions and people. Don't give your All to one person and trust they will always be there. Trust only in God. I shall continue to do this, I don't believe it will block any blessings simply because I'm quite a friendly person. I'm just smarter than One Might Perceive. .But I'm grateful for those that I can say I trust.. to an extent. ...

Believer

I truly think I cried my last Cry.. ummm last week sometime ! No No seriously, I'm only human. I'm only a woman. My focus is driven, the only person who honestly can relate to my dreams, inspirations, goals is Teneale. When we speak its random conversations, our deepest desires, eye to eye, vision to vision. Ill never forget when we met at the bus station in Los Angeles, both great writers, I was a younger writer, teneale more advanced. When I think back about where I am now artistically , I'm more driven, but maybe because I'm getting older, not sure what it is. Spontaneously I'm ready to venture out, I'm honestly ready to move out of Texas. I'm patiently waiting for whatever that is presented to me, that is just for me. The direction I'm taking is strictly by Faith. Faith and a vision. I clearly see it, than ever before. But I'm standing still.Not even knowing what the direction I should take, or when I will take it. Its summer 2011, I have accomplished little within the past two years honestly. Selfishly being so involved with your desires, is a Great thing, when you are focused on your paths, blocking people, dismissing negativity, even allowing yourself to break from  certain things, people and situations.

I have been blessed to have many friends from all over. different visions, different lifestyles. The closest people to my heart are my motivators. I seek God for preparation, I also seek guidance by my mother. Every night I've had dreams I remember, raising two growing girls, I have to lead by example. Its not as hard as one might say, Being a mother, is hard but enjoyable.They watch my every move, ask several  questions. When I look in the mirror I tend to recognize that growth and happiness is still unfulfilled fully. I have always been a very confident secure woman, being raised by a woman who instilled that in me, I have never question myself, and humbly have a great personality. I now understand that's why people love to be around me. I'm not rich, I'm not materialistic, arrogant, self centered, insecure, lost. I'm just Miya. I pray that God uses me, I'm  optimistic on my near future, I do fear on what lies ahead. I believe in myself.

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Sunday, May 15, 2011

Im The Magnificent

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I havent blogged in a while. So let me enlighten you with a new blog . yay! I pray everyone is well,
healthy and focused on your true desires. Im truly inspired these days by music strictly on early 90s. inspired by faith and jada of course, and the fact their getting older, truly motivates me as a person. Im extra excited what this summer/fall  2011 brings for my family and I. I recently found out I will become a new Aunt. weddings, travels, and good opportunites this whole summer. Positive positive and more positivity influences me, also allows me to live a stress free life. how we think, is how we act.
Instead of being negative, and stress or even entertain negative people. I vent about it to close
family members and friends, and let it go. Im not blinded by certain actions of people. Im only deaf
too it. I see you, but dont hear you. "me dont speak no english." I feel all strong individuals should treat anyone that is negative like this. Pray for them, and keep it movin.
This whole month of May, I have been driven,  and quite aggresive on preparing for my whole summer. Overwhelmed at times, by whats in front of me. I find I work well under pressure.Ive also been hurt, and in awe still of the people Ive lost  this past year.
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By the way, Dating sucks. Remember my last blog?? well all my blogs speak on relationships. I already know , but now I really UNDERSTAND i get bored very quickly.Attraction is a big plus for me. Attraction not just physically. conversation, motivation. some Drive. I find many single men, mentality umm somewhat of  21 year old... Im like man  I could of stayed with my EX!

I live in Dallas, Texas. ( No Disrespect )Quite rare you find yourself dating someone, who doesnt know someone you know. TURN OFF. All in all, satisfaction in ALL areas has to be met. Did I mention Im NOT picky? Im not " thirsty" defining seeking for attention, insecure, moneyhungry, or low self esteem. Im fit more of the definition of  " knowing what she needs." If I was any of these characteristics I could easily be with someone, and unhappy. " I just choose  not
to settle for less. Having a boyfriend would be wonderful, trust me Im not rushing for that. ME ME AND ME. ALL ABOUT ME.me equal faith and jada. me equal growing and manifesting. me equal spiritually enrichment , me equal meaning financially making Great money  and Doing More. Me equal being MAGNIFICENT.

MB

Monday, April 11, 2011

The Lost Ones- Forgive them Father

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It's funny how money change a situation Miscommunication leads to complication My emancipation don't fit your equation..I was on the humble, you - on every station
Some wan' play young "Miya " like she dumb
But remember not a game new under the sun
Everything you did has already been done - Lost one Lauryn hill

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Me Myself and I.. All  I have is my soul, my spiritual mind, my heart. My heart should be bleeding out right now, its been stomped on Many times in my life. Since I believe in the Most High, Which is Jesus Christ, I humbly take my hurt, anger and prayerfully  stand still. I'm not a bitter woman, more yet a breath of fresh air,
when I wake up, and look in the mirror I see strength, an unpredictable person, a very wise spirit. Clueless I would say , Don't ask me my plans for tomorrow, I don't even know. I see people for who they really are, and keep a smile on my face. I believe that people are what they are ..people. Funny I would say, yes funny characters. I fear no man, and trust no one. meaning , the tongue of a man doesn't surprise me, the greed of a man doesn't shock me, the fake smile of a man doesn't sadden me. many followers I witness and see daily. Forgive them father, for they don't know any better. - Miya

It took me a little while to discover
Wolves in sheep coats who pretend to be lovers
Men who lack conscience will even lie to themselves, to themselves
A friend once said, and I found to be true
That everyday people, they lie to God too
So what makes you think, that they won't lie to you
Forgive them father for they know not what they do
Forgive them, forgive them
Forgive them father for they know not what they do
Forgive them, forgive them -Lauryn Hill 


peace and love



  

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

She Has A Black Book Too

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Thanks to social networking sites, that provides people the chance to vent, share their personal thoughts, share inspirational quotes,  allow people to view their fantastic lifestyle. Ive observed that many people are just simply- lonely. yes LONELY. feel something or someone is missing, and I  only have 440 friends on facebook. So Ive had writers block for a week now until I noticed how people feel so alone. Introduction to my blog, you allow yourself to be lonely there is a whole World out here!!! live it LOVE IT . Ladies, if you re Single, meaning NO man, find a hobby, do something spontaneous and take a flight somewhere you never been. Hang out with girlfriends, have fun. be wise of course doing it. :)

That's what Ive done, and doing.  My career is a blur right now, Its like where ever the wind is directing me I follow..  :) I don't think  its a bad thing since I'm a unique weirdo anyway ( in a great way ). I'm just focusing on growth, learning everyday , taking one day out of time. In the meantime, in the course of a month ,after being a tad sadden about recent people disappearing out my life, Sleeping longer on the weekends, looking at the wall.. yes go ahead and laugh you've been there too, I'm like shit.. Ive lost a few dear people in my life within the past year, and now people dear too me have disappeared.. like their still Alive, but GONE. I'm still in awe of this. But the past month, Ive had  what I call "applications" calling my cell phone like a hot line .. really its pretty annoying, one who knows me very well understands I don't like several people calling my phone, I don't even like many  people having  my number! So whats going on? Ive realized that being in a relationship is all I know! Ive always been in a relationship, now I'm just having fun, in my thirties planning to settle down and marry AGAIN. is what will happen, I say that with confidence. Prayerfully waiting not seeking, I feel  whats  for me , will come too me.

Ive learned that many women seek so much in a man, or rather expect so much from a man, at the end of the day their still unhappy and lonely. You also have women they do whatever to prevent a stable relationship, and cant keep a man to save their life, being "tied" down to one man,  only feel like their freedom is non existed.and run  like a runaway Bride. due to trust issues.

 Today society, most  women make it easy for men, . My thing is this, don't make it easy. period. , that's why I feel if you're a single woman ,be responsible but have fun, dating who you feel that interest you. Your business is your business, keep it that way. I'm not expressing, sleep whomever gets your  your attention, or even give one your time.  Just do what men do!!!! but not in a slutty way!!

Men: women have  black books too , now its more like contacts  on the blackberry, iPhone trust me ! you have to fit her calendar!! a real Queen knows how to invest her time only to those that value her time.
I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing of my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me. -Maya Angelou

peace and love

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Brown Sugar

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I remember as a young girl, all my Father ever played was Music. Alot of music in our home.


Matter fact, less Television. Only on Thursday evenings. Remember ? Cosby Show First, Different World came on after. yup , VHS was hot back than, we recorded all the Cosby shows.  that was so long ago. I was always  excited to ride with my Dad in the car, he loved Jazz , hundreds of albums, My mother loved Gospel. The Clark Sisters especially, and Helen Baylor. Kenny G, and Sade music always played in our home. The love for Music started very young, I'm not a singer, But I always felt comfort with a pen and pad in my room,  on the weekends most of the day, I would play Music, and when I look back on it, My parents didn't really bother me. I played music all day long , and write. .. exactly what I'm doing now. My father taught me everything about Music, and the appreciation of Music, I remember being so in awe of Earth, Wind and Fire, and they came in town, we were suppose to go, we didn't.I think I cried . funny right? I was mad! Just the passion of an artist and their craft amazes me.When I think of Music , I think of Minnie Rippleton, Stevie Wonder, Lauryn Hill, Sade, Isley Brothers, Robert Kelly aka R Kelly. , The Roots, Jill Scott, Erykah Badu, Nas, Chaka Khan,  Michael Jackson,  I could go on. Im also a big Coldplay Fan, and Maroon 5. I love it all and respect all types of Music.Brandy and Faith Evans are two artists I respect. My favorite female artist is Lauryn Hill. I had the pleasure of being in awe of her live in 1999. 

 My siblings and I are all talented in the area of Art. My sister can sing, I write, and my brother produces music , since he was a kid, and has worked with several Artists in Texas. I can go over my brothers house, he always has me listen to his new music material , and we both get  in our own zone, , matter of fact quite honestly he is one of my favorite producers, beside R kelly and Kanye West.Super Talented ! love him so.. Thats how "cold" my brother is. My sister never has shut up.  and I say that with love, she always sings. and can sing. I see my daughter Jada in her, Jada never shuts up . .At the end of the day Music soothes my spirits, it uplifts my day . I cant go a day without it.Like a Beyonce song " Radio" ooohhh yesss I heard that track and I was thinking to myself " I can relate to this song!!" .Or when I first saw the movie Brown Sugar, true story, I recieved like 3 calls, from people     " Miya I saw that movie and thought of you ." I love the Character of Sanna Lathan, have you seen it? Watch it. Cute story about love and hip hop. .. 

 Dang I wish I was a kid sometimes all over again, Than again, I still get a little excited when Im in the car with my father the times we do get to spend together.. smoothe ride, great music. Cherish the times with people you love.  love you Pops :)  this one is for you-

peace and love


Thursday, March 24, 2011

Everything is Everything

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I guess..  people .. pretty  much would  expect a smile from me most of the time..when they see me.  great instant communication, always in a "chippery" mood. the moment silence revolves miya, there is a problem. something must be wrong. baffles me, im only human. Created only to cry, be depressed at times, sad at times, just like the next human being.

At this moment Im mute, only expressive through writing. sending calls to voicemail, listening to erykah, lauryn, and kanye. Overwhelmed with recent events, tearful , a little confused, nervous, a tad angry, heartbroken, about past situations that I just now really feel. 

I think im allergic to stress, I also believe thats why people love me. I dont have a million bucks, I dont stay in the mall and rack up things, I truly believe people adore me for the person I am. Honest, Down to earth, caring, Real. Positive. I run from Stress, run very far. Sometimes Depression creeps up on flesh, see thats all we are, blood runs through my veins, im easily to tear, the only thing that keeps me strong and should keep any flesh strong , is this heart thats inside our bodies. I try to guard it but times it gets shot down, i feel it. it stings a little, no really it stings a little. I crawl up and let all the tears out, that Moment I feel alone, realizing its me myself and I . Yes, many friends, great family. But we die alone, we walk alone everyday we walk out our homes. we drive alone, we do many things just by ourselves.  ,but than I feel his spirit and he tells me "youre not alone" .. thats why my spiritual soul loves the Lord, I feel protected at the end of the day.

Raising my daughters, I sometimes think to myself "Wow  I have two queens. both girls who expect so much from me." That keeps me alive, that keeps me going. makes my heart rather filled with so much love, these two people love me unconditionally, like Christ loves me. So while im sadden.. everything is everything. Ill be ok.

peace and love

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Daddy Didnt Raise a Fool-more like A Queen

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No Scrubs

FACT is, a real Man respects a Woman. nothing worst than a Man disrespecting a woman.
Now I 've seen a woman disrespect herself, which  you would assume it gives the opportunity for a man to believe he can disrespect her, because of how she carries herself. I say, thats not an excuse. like Pac say "We all came from a woman. "

I ve been in all types of relationships.. lol not many believe it or not. but Ive seen it all. I left after I felt  disrespected.

if you disrespect me, its a slap in the face.Being raised  with a man daily in my life, I learned one thing, even for the women who grew up in a stable single  parent home with a woman, you should Know : Never depend on anyone. I also learned as I grew older to make sure the Man Im dealing with has his stuff together, financially on top of his business, not wanting for anything, on his grind, hustle, no scrub. Now Please understand, the same man who showed me what a real man is , is the same man who has been at the same company for 20 years, took care of his family. My own choices as i got older, lack of obedience, and a youthful lost " girl" I did what I wanted for a very long time in my very early twenties.  Since than of course, I ve become wiser, more careful on my choices. Not all perfect by any means, been hurt, And yes still single.. meaning not married, enjoying my company with "my guy" but not putting too much into it knowing things can change, i expect only the best, nothing less. Or Im Out of there, All women should know their worth, only expect the best in return , not only material things, but mentally, emotionally as well. Being there when times are tough, but woman enough to put things back together, makes a real woman. just working together. and both simply " on their grind" .  

peace and love mb-