LOVE

I titled this blog Love, simple and direct. All my soul, mind and body is full of unconditional aspiration and growth  My prayers are stronger, my mind is stronger, my life is stronger. Without love and inconsistency I would be at a dead end. I love the power of love, I also love the power God gives us to  make choices. Making bad choices in our lives, it is meant to happen. From what I have learned, its not suppose to flow and be a straight path. Without bad choices, we wouldn't have a story to tell, neither a testimony to share to others.

 The desires we have throughout out life can either make us or break us. Love  isn't pain ,nor deceit. No matter where you're from, your nationality, belief culture. Love is Love.I've made many mistakes in my life, but one thing I have learned is despite out of all the hurt Ive endured, the inner struggles Ive encountered as a woman. I Always understood the meaning of what Love is, and ran away from anything that didn't show it.

Many people have their own definition of what love is,what I might consider love is not what the other person defines. Let me help you, love is exactly what my bible reads. Love is kind,  never fails. Love is not being physically involved with someone without commitment, nor is love angry, bitter, and betrays you. Love isn't feeling trapped or in danger with a significant other. You should not fear love, nor should you be afraid to love and receive it. Love is action, not words. We use the word love very loosely, but the tongue is powerful , use it wisely.

Love is consistent action.When I think I love, I really think about children who might not have love at home, who might feel abandoned from their parents. Ive met and even have close people in my life who never had their parents tell them " I love you". Love starts at home.You might know someone that might grew up not even meeting or having a relationship with a parent,When they get older its hard for them to show what love is. Understand, you can break that cycle. It starts with understanding what love is, and praying for a change within. I have shared in my past blogs my first marriage, and the things I dealt with as a young wife. It involved adultery, infidelity , physical and verbal abuse. My spirit was broken, my heart was full of pain. But let me tell you, God is faithful. I have always made sure I fall on my knees and ask God to guide me, because at the end of the day God is Love!  No consular, or therapist can understand you better than the Most high. You can only be delivered from him not man. Learning to love yourself fully, will open  and heal your heart. I have had my heart broken a few times in my life, but I also realize that having a broken heart taught me a few things; recognize the pattern I put myself in, and to prioritize whats important. What  might be important to you is not what God has planned for you. I love me. I love everything he has ordained me to be, I love all my trials and tribulations, all  my storms and rocky times. I love the fact God has empowered me to be this queen that I can lead by example to my daughters. Therefore I know the meaning of true Love. I love hard, I don't love easy. I love my husband wherever he is, I claim a beautiful healthy God- fearing marriage that lasts until God calls me home. 

My prayers for the woman that might be yearning for Love or a husband, Don't be desperate for a Man, but desperate for what God has in store in front of you. My best friend is the love of my life, doubt only equal fears, and I fear no man but God.Naysayers, and negativity stray away from. Focus on all you desire. -

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.  Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

Peace

MB

REACH

Beautiful life is when you have suffered, conquered all, and come to the realization that life is what it is... life. My eagerness to evolve into this special light has me anxious and full of positive energy. I love all the things that the most high has presented me.

I fear no one. I trust only him. The past months I've had  dreams that I clearly remember when I wake. I cry because of not sadness, but cry due to worshipping, cry due to happiness.I no longer question why my heart has been broken a few times, why I give too much at times. I love Me. I love Him. Reaching beyond what I can even touch or see. I was my own prisoner once, and it concluded with a spirit that wanted me full of sadness forever. Do you ever feel like no one understands you? Or feel like you haven't accomplished all you desire? Or even feel unloved? Stop questioning. Life is life.

Recently, I was in a car accident with my two daughters, the brakes completely went out on me, stop working!! All I could visually remember was my life passing by. My leg got caught between a parked car, and my door that was open. No one else involved but my daughters and I. I quickly turned off the busy street and crashing was the only way the car would stop. I was so scared, my daughters screaming. BAM!!! I had opened the door to get my daughters only to realize I had no way out. but the girls were in the back seat and were safe, I wasn't. Crashing sometimes makes you recognize that their is a higher power than us. Crashing into the cars, which happen to be old cars for sale, actually were our shield or it could of been more dangerous, and people involved if I didn't get off the street. It made me realize that God is my shield, he will never leave me or forsake me.

Many nights I have pondered on the thoughts being married. Being a wife. Never one to be desperate, but always one to have long term relationships and they fail. Then I concluded after praying and studying the bible, God desires are not on my time. He knows my heart, he knows my desire, but most importantly he wants me to reach towards him first, before I reach my heart out anymore to any Man. Just like my car accident, when we crashed into the two other cars, I calmly thought about the goodness of God, although my nine year old was in tears crying witnessing her mother leg caught in between the car and the door, I looked at her without tears and said " I'm ok". Although I was worried, I knew that I was protected, waiting for the ambulance to come I was in peace.  I asked you readers have you completely crashed? Has your soul, mind, and body fallen so low that you thought you couldn't reach your destiny????  A dream is not just a dream, and questions aren't just questions. Understand that if you change the way you live, especially if you know its not a life that is full of growth, you will see a positive outcome. Reaching for anything you desire, without consistent and proper attention, will only lead to a negative consequence. Reach not with your own hands, but the hands of the Most High.Let him guide your hands without you doing it yourself.

- Let me show you my way for you this day. I guide you continually, so you can relax and enjoy my presence in the present. Living well is both a discipline and an art. Concentrate on staying close to Me, the divine artist. Discipline your thoughts to trust Me as I work my ways in your life. Pray about everything; then, leave outcomes up to Me. Do not fear my will, for through it I will accomplish what is best for you. Take a deep breath and dive into the depths of absolute trust in Me. Underneath are the everlasting arms - Psalm 5:2 Deuteronomy 33:27 

Peace
MB

HIGHNESS

The Revelation on your life is how it ends. Everything is based on the outcome of your trials, storms, highs and lows.Life is beautiful. The perception on how you identify yourself, will conclude the result of either a happy or sad ending.

 All of my experiences have made me yet stronger than I was a year before. Losing, gaining, loving, hating. Oppression, depression, sadness, emptiness, deliverance, repentance have all played a part of my current life challenges. Fascinated on how in awe God has built me to be this being of what a woman is. loved or hated, I have fallen in love with myself in all way possible.

Lacking responsibility of our actions will determine how our lives will go. You meet people throughout your path in life, its amazing the impact another human being can have in your life. Its rather crazy how people can emotionally at times impact your life. Mentally challenge your own character. I have concluded that the beautiful thing about life, is how strong we all are. All the different evil or kind spirits,people,circumstances, situations can either make you or break you. Understand that you reign as high as you perceive yourself to reign. Throughout life you will experience pains in your heart, downfalls and great accomplishments. The most important part of living on this earth in my eyes; not losing your focus, regaining your strength when no one is around and you feel like you have none.You have to stay completely grounded, sustaining your ability to achieve all you pray and cry for. Having close family and friends that can support you through your life journey.

Defeat  anything you once thought you could not defeat!!! From me to you, Never give up

Peace

MB

Coming Out of Your Comfort Zone

Let me share my testimony  ( unedited ):

God will literally break you down where you have nothing. nothing at all. I have held on this baggage from my past where it has not allowed me to grow. Nor has it allowed me to maintain full stability mentally, or emotionally. When you hold onto baggage in your life, your blessing will not flourish.  (Even if you're not considered religious.) Spiritual guidance must be in order for you to be freed from your past. There was a point in my life years ago  I had  nothing at all. I had left behind a life that I thought was financially making me happy, living a life most twenty year olds wish they could live!  My two daughters and I were sleeping in my car for a brief time, I was too prideful to reach out to close friends and family. I found myself connecting with someone  who became a blessing at the time in my life. All the trials and tribulations in my life have been because of refusal to commit myself  to fully  lean on and trust the Most High. Sometimes we truly believe we can take care of ourselves mentally.. in reality we cannot do it by ourselves, we need to be guided the right direction. I've been on my own since I was nineteen  years old. Always, independent, working taking care of my family, but at times struggling to take care of them.

The stubbornness comes from nothing but the devil. My upbringing consist of  loving christian educated parents, my legacy consist of well known individuals who all are successful. So I asked myself why Lord had my life turned into something that was not really destined for me. Clearly because of holding onto baggage and not letting go!!!! I have many successful friends from all over the world, my parents are prime example. I have seen all the desires of Man. Money has not ever made me something I'm not, I grew up having all I wanted, and even as a young adult saw the fine things in life. I was raised by a real man, a caring father who showed  my sister and I how to be treated. From traveling, fine dining, and all the desires of any young girl .I still was stuck on why  my own personal growth financially, and physically  was not  being fulfilled??.Still holding on to baggage from my past. Being hurt by people throughout my adult life from men and women. Those I thought " loved "  me , friends I "thought" considered themselves good friends. Let me express to you without fully letting go on what the devil wants you to hold on to, you will not be blessed.

Coming out of your comfort zone in life, will make you stronger. It will allow you to release all negative energy that has been "stuck" in your soul for years. I have been through hell and back. A failed unhealthy very abusive marriage, without work, and without some of the necessities that life offers. I ask you live your life humbly, live your life full of love. I have always been humble, and full of positivity. But without full attention on myself, and what has held me down, growth will not come. You can have all the desires of the world. Money, clothes, cars, anything that you consider that makes you happy. But it is a fact that without true happiness and cleansing from your past, cleansing of your soul you will stay in your own comfort zone, that does not allow you to achieve all your blessings. Let Go and Let God

Peace and Love,
MB

TL

My desires
My prayers
To share my love with the king that was built for me.
No time or energy to jive me with lies
I need someone with the winning prize
Full of complicity, honor and respect
Teach me what I might not know or understand
Lead me your direction
Take my hand

Wholeheartedly just be a real Man
Love me for me
and not just part-time but full-time
Full of commitment, loyalty, and dignity
Doesn't try to change but
Enlightens me with his intellect
Full of warmth and spiritual guidance
Prays not only at night
But first thing in the morning

Provider, protector, and hard worker
Not wanting to suffer but  focus on successful goals
His main focus is us being whole

Expresses his thoughts clearly and his vision is real
True love is what he only prays for
A queen is what he desires
When he looks at me I'm the only one he admires

Miya Brown
MB

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Fact is. I really Don't have the energy to be sad, upset, or worried. about anything. I have exhausted all those emotions that people feel. the only emotion I have is curiosity,happiness, excitement. People desire so much from one person, that may not even be right for them.Without focusing on themselves first.

I have shared this so many times in most of my blogs, Never give up on finding love, wanting to be truly admired and desired by someone who loves all your flaws and all.  If  they cant take you for who you are, they don't deserve you. If you have standards,and refuse to settle for less, it will make relationships easier.Conflicts will not become a daily issue.Tough times do occur being a woman especially when failed relationships seems like it's a never ending story- love lost, no fairy-tale future with the man of your dreams. Make sure he is the man of your Prayers, not your Dreams!

I have concluded, working on self is the answer, and always will be. Focusing on what God wants for you, instead of what you want for yourself, makes life more smoother. If a man loves you, he will respect you. If a man loves you, he will show you everyday, If a man loves you he will cater to you, If a man loves you, he will pray with you, If a man loves you he will tell you, If a man loves you, he will put you second before God, If a man loves you he will always be honest, and make sure that he lifts you up. If a  man truly loves you he will never disrespect who you are as woman. Ever. 

If a woman loves you, she will make sure she respects you. Make sure you have all you need at home, will show loyalty, comfort you in the time of need, and understand she can never change who you are! We hear stories in this time of age, that it is very rare these days to find someone who truly adores you. I disagree, everyone has their time, everything happens for a reason in your life. If you're single, it's a blessing to only focus on yourself and love the people already in your life. Those that are in a unhappy marriage, or relationship do what makes you happy. Use your intuition to make better decisions for your mind, body and soul. Understand not everyone has standards, and self respect, not everyone loves themselves wholeheartedly so they "stick" around and live life miserable and no fulfillment in their life. Be Happy!!!!!!!

Life is too short. Make life on earth lessons learned, but most importantly an experience and happy ending. - 

MB

Gives

Life is short. Or is it? Life gives us enough time to live our destiny, lead by example and conquer all fears. Life gives us enough time to do what we want, but more importantly gives us time to do what is needed.

Sometimes Life doesn’t. Young children that pass away at a very earlier age, you would think that they should live on earth way longer, but it doesn’t happen often this way. I have contemplated, and gathered my thoughts. I truly believe we ‘re only put on this earth to shine a light on others. Especially those who die young, their purpose was just to shine that special light.

Even those who don’ t see old age, I believe there is a reason for everything we do in life.

Life is controlled by the most high, and the situations that occur that can be heartbroken is a lesson for those still alive on earth. Reminding us. That earth is of flesh, and things will happen that are not always happy moments, and happy endings. Trust in him, and know who God is and the ending results will not be a deep sorrow or turmoil.

The people that have came in and out my life, the many faces I have had the pleasure to know, I am attached to a human being that serves and loves everyone around them.

I’m in awe of a beautiful being that defines leadership, is active in their community and loves their family. I truly believe a person like this is made for heaven, and is simply an angel walking. Makes me whole, and makes everyone around them just to do better in life. I will never forget the few people in my life that I wholeheartedly adore, admire and respect. -

I pray God uses me to become this Godly woman that leads by example every day of my life. I pray that he continues to use me so I am that virtuous woman and wife. What I seek most above all, that I lead people to Christ and I am blessed with a Godly nurturing and gentle husband that motivates me to do what is needed while I’m on this earth. What he does only discipline, obedience can bring. What he does, makes everyday seem like spring. Understanding all that he is worth. Making sure our time is precious on this earth. Loving unconditionally, mentally and emotionally. What he does.. rare men can do. For this I say Thank you. –

Peace and love MB